i earned my paycheck today, the entire $20, and i’m exhausted. here’s a quick rundown of my day.
woke up in pain. made myself exercise. felt a little better after.
stopped at the grocery store before work. spent 70$ on 5 bags of groceries. vowed to switch to using cash instead of my debit card.
also bought three greeting cards, two of them cost over $4 and ouch. wondered if i’m the only one who looks on the back of a greeting card to see how much someone paid for it. i usually buy cheap cards (.99) because i assume people will toss them. i feel bad about buying cheap cards when the gift i was given wasn’t.
i had several early morning conversations that must have wiped me the freak out because i didn’t feel like talking for the rest of the day. in fact, i felt like being alone and went to the above park at lunch time. it was chilly, especially when the sun was behind a cloud, but i sat on one of the benches and ate my lunch anyway.
then i walked a few laps around the park until i saw a
killer man enter the park and it was just the two of us. at first i was guarded, then i remembered i did not want to be bothered and dared him to approach me. even did another lap on purpose and realized he was just a man, not a killer, and i’m stupid.
stayed at work past 5:00 to finish up some work and threw a bunch of people off. more often than not, at 5:00, my chair is usually spinning and i’m not in it but in the parking lot. i leave on time unless there is something that needs to be done or i’m asked to stay.
got home, had a lovely dinner and guess who’s ready for bed?